Quil Ateara @AProtectiveNeed

Coming soon [[21+ Mature RP #IS]] La Push Joined February 2015

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Quil Ateara @AProtectiveNeed

6 years ago

2 facts, 2tags. 1. I’m a complete Disney junky. I always want to be at the parks and neither that or the movies can get old for me. 2. Despite being severely allergic, I’ve had two cats. But one has since been given up. @ArielleBeckett @SubduedAngel

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Quil Ateara @AProtectiveNeed

7 years ago

— for her to come out of the shelter from the storm.]

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Quil Ateara @AProtectiveNeed

7 years ago

— but she simply had to get over it. Something was wrong, Emily was too stubborn to admit it or fill me in and here I was. If @ChasteBeauty_ decides to come back? If by some miracle she would talk to me? I had to find a way —

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Quil Ateara @AProtectiveNeed

7 years ago

— how I was going to approach this. How I was going to approach @ChasteBeauty_ and get her to agree to come back to La Push. If not for anything Sam and Emily’s sake. I may be the last person she wanted to see or be around —

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Quil Ateara @AProtectiveNeed

7 years ago

— once again. Out here, on the outskirts of Seattle I was safe from the prying minds of my fellow pack members, free to allow my inner turmoil wallow about and bathe in self loathing. And at the same time, I had my own time to figure out —

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Quil Ateara @AProtectiveNeed

7 years ago

— she’s so absorbed in taking care of the baby. Well, she had all the space she needed now. The pads of heavy paws thudded heavily against the Forrest floor beneath them, snorting gruffly at the path my thoughts had taken —

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Quil Ateara @AProtectiveNeed

7 years ago

— the imprint at least not fully but alas, that focus elsewhere had been lacking. In turn, bringing even more tension to the home front. I swear Brooke tried to pretend she wasn’t feeling a certain way as it had been going about but, she couldn’t fool me. I think it’s why —

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Quil Ateara @AProtectiveNeed

7 years ago

— with my wife and daughter. For every moment I spent with free time, as much as I’d tried to focus on other aspects of life this damn puppy dog claim on someone who wanted nothing to do with me but hadn’t rejected —

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Quil Ateara @AProtectiveNeed

7 years ago

[It has been a week since anyone had last seen @ChasteBeauty_. Brooke hadn’t even heard from her and the store I hated to admit it, wasn’t the same without her around. At least what I experienced when I wasn’t home —

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Quil Ateara @AProtectiveNeed

7 years ago

L — It was welcome in what had become a chaotic last couple months of life.]

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Quil Ateara @AProtectiveNeed

7 years ago

— to visit our bundle of joy. Out of all the Young’s I was grateful to have Emily’s presence, she had this way about her that made you feel like everything would be ok, in a motherly kind of way. —

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Quil Ateara @AProtectiveNeed

7 years ago

— My pacing had stopped, allowing me to collect my own thoughts, a strong palm raised to awkwardly rub at the back of my neck as I dragged myself back through the sliding door that lead out from the kitchen. We had guests. #Sam and #Emily had stopped by, again —

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Quil Ateara @AProtectiveNeed

7 years ago

— Ateara household. Either way I looked at it? I was screwed. A crumbling marriage, and a new baby, and on the other hand an imprint in @ChasteBeauty_ who wanted absolutely nothing to do with me. Oh yeah, I was certainly living the good old American Dream. -

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Quil Ateara @AProtectiveNeed

7 years ago

— “Baby I love you, I really do and our daughter too but... I’m also connected to someone in a way I can’t tell you because you aren’t supposed to know about my world?” I gruffly snorted and shook my head at the thought. No. That’d definitely be a one way ticket out of the —

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Quil Ateara @AProtectiveNeed

7 years ago

— The whole reason I was feeling what I had been, withdrawing from #Brooke and unable to emotionally connect in this moment was because of what fate had thrown my way. An imprint bond. How was I supposed to tell my wife that? How was I supposed to just come right out with it? —

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Quil Ateara @AProtectiveNeed

7 years ago

— I loved her unconditionally. For as long as we had been together I couldn’t picture myself with anyone else imprint or not except... That’s the thing about fate. It enjoyed throwing you an obstacle just when you were about to get comfortable. —

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Quil Ateara @AProtectiveNeed

7 years ago

— civil for the sake of her parents. Emotionally, saying things had been rocky between us was the understatement of the year. Since the day we met she’d been shut out of the other side of me, the other side of my world because she wasn’t an imprint, never had been. But then? —

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Quil Ateara @AProtectiveNeed

7 years ago

—no other. Then why didn’t I feel more joy than I initially had? Don’t get me wrong, I felt all of that. I really, truly did but just not in ways most people would. At least not shared with my wife. We should be further bonded over this experience instead we remained —

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Quil Ateara @AProtectiveNeed

7 years ago

[They say babies are supposed to bring you this great joy in life, the miracle of life being brought into this world, The feeling of holding that tiny human in your arms from the second they’re born was supposed to be like —