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— You made them all feel like crap because you decided to act like an idiot. Good job, superstar..” With that she lays back on the outcropping, eyes up toward the sky. “I miss them..”

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— Any of your friends. You’re an idiot. You should’ve just left it alone while you had the chance but did you? No. You continued to act like a child and this is what it got you. Maybe you deserve this. Maybe you deserve to feel like crap. Because that’s what you did to them—

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8 years ago

She’s about to lecture herself. “You did it to yourself. No one to blame but you for how you acted. Really, Jessica? You ruin all of that for what? Just to try to feel right about something? Yeah how’d that turn out in the end.. now you’re sitting on a rooftop, alone without —

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8 years ago

Perching on a rooftop, Jessica eyes out over the city. Fingers gently tapping the stone outcropping on which she’s sitting upon. A soft sigh passes by her lips, her features blank underneath of her mask. “How can you take something so good and screw it up.” Asking herself.

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8 years ago

Has her fingers crossed about something.

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8 years ago

“I can’t answer that myself, though I know deep within you. Somewhere in that twisted, rotten heart of yours. Something is slowly eating away at you. Something scares you. Everyone has something they fear.”

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8 years ago

“The crazy ones tend to be the ones who fear the most. Only hiding it under the facade that they are the thing others fear. You’re afraid of something, whether you choose to admit it or not.”

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8 years ago

“Exactly. You fear a lot less when you have nothing to lose. So, tell me. What do you fear?”

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8 years ago

“Anyone who fears death fears the inevitable. It’s going to happen, don’t fear it your entire life. Live for the moment.” She’s in deep zen master mode.

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8 years ago

“You don’t scare me, Goo boy. I don’t have a reason to be scared of you. Unless you think I fear death, which in that case you’d be sorely mistaken.”

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8 years ago

Jessica tucks her knees to her chest, releasing a soft sigh, shivering from the cold. “I’m going to freeze to death out here..”

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8 years ago

“No, just came to see what all the fuss was about. Now that I see, I’m not really impressed.”

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8 years ago

Really misses her friends. It’s cold and boring out here.

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8 years ago

“I need them.. all of them... Especially one of them. But I’m constantly ruining it. Breaking down and making a fool out of myself. They won’t forgive me no matter what I say.. no matter what I do.. nothing. Would I forgive me..? I don’t know.. I want them to know I’m sorry..”

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8 years ago

“What’s wrong with me.. Why do I cause everyone I care about trouble? Why can’t I just be normal.. now I’m stuck here alone. Crying by myself while everyone else has fun.. Life is just a thrill..”