✨ 𝓐𝓻𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓬 ✨ @Ironixable

she/her - 🏳️‍🌈 - 21 - Artist - mostly into League, genshin, bg3 and hsr twitch.tv/arcticnnerd Joined October 2018

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✨ 𝓐𝓻𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓬 ✨ @Ironixable

2 weeks ago

Being me is realizing that I’m actually a very toxic and mentally draining person to hang out with and deal with.

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✨ 𝓐𝓻𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓬 ✨ @Ironixable

3 weeks ago

I love when i needa stim and it’s just me looking at discord on my phone 20 times to see if someone messaged me so i can tune out the outside world for a bit.

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Having adhd, ocd and autism is wild, i will always be dependent on help from people but also always wary that they won’t just swap up on me. I need so much reassurance that people don’t hate me, even if it barely helps n annoys people to always do. This sucks, I wanna be normal.

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✨ 𝓐𝓻𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓬 ✨ @Ironixable

2 months ago

Sometimes i forget that playing games with me is unenjoyable.

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✨ 𝓐𝓻𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓬 ✨ @Ironixable

2 months ago

Man,,, i love the fact that even after i feel better for a bit i still end up crying myself to sleep anyways.

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✨ 𝓐𝓻𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓬 ✨ @Ironixable

2 months ago

I forgot to remind myself that i don’t matter and that others will always be chosen over me. I fucking suck, i don’t blame them.

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✨ 𝓐𝓻𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓬 ✨ @Ironixable

2 months ago

I should really just end it all right? I’m actually the biggest irritation and burden for everyone. Im genuinely getting to my limit, i cannot do this for much longer.

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✨ 𝓐𝓻𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓬 ✨ @Ironixable

2 months ago

Feeling this lost hurts.

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✨ 𝓐𝓻𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓬 ✨ @Ironixable

3 months ago

Yo someone tell me why i’ve had genuine bot teammates that go like 0/17 in my lobbies in ovw :,))

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✨ 𝓐𝓻𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓬 ✨ @Ironixable

3 months ago

Honestly at this point i don’t know how to not disappoint people.

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✨ 𝓐𝓻𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓬 ✨ @Ironixable

3 months ago

I’ve never wanted to end it so bad,,, it’s so loud i just want to be happy and stop feeling like i’m such a burden and that i’m ruining everything. I just want it to stop, i hate existing. I’m such a fuck up and a failure, i don’t deserve anything.

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✨ 𝓐𝓻𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓬 ✨ @Ironixable

3 months ago

I genuinely just want people to forget i exist sometimes, i’m so undeserving of everything.

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✨ 𝓐𝓻𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓬 ✨ @Ironixable

3 months ago

I wish i wasn’t me. I wish i could be normal and be happy. Happiness is something i’n not allowed.

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✨ 𝓐𝓻𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓬 ✨ @Ironixable

3 months ago

Im having a really bad tweak out tonight and need a place to put my thoughts, it’s more dangerous for me to not put it anywhere. If anyone ended up reading anything, just scroll past if possible. I apologize for the jumpscare, i’m not feeling well at all tonight.

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✨ 𝓐𝓻𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓬 ✨ @Ironixable

3 months ago

just need to hold out until march 2026 when maid might be open to people that have untreatable mental illnesses and maybe autism, so hopefully i can be pain free.

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✨ 𝓐𝓻𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓬 ✨ @Ironixable

3 months ago

I need out. I cannot take it anymore. I hate having autism, i hate having anxiety and i hate the life i am living. I’m genuinely so anxious these days that i’m going bald just by me pulling out my own hair to comfort myself. I hate being alive and existing, I’m so tired of it

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✨ 𝓐𝓻𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓬 ✨ @Ironixable

3 months ago

I want to end it all. I’m so undeserving, i dunno why i even try a little bit these days, i’m just a selfish loser. Regardless of what anyone says, everyone hates me and i’ll never not believe that, i hate myself. Biggest tragedy is that MAID is not available for people like me.