MeadowSystem @Meadow_System

Thoughts...as a long time #DarkSouls and now #ELDENRING gamer. I'd love to see other #magical #Catalyst. I'd love to have more variety in #spells and #armour with more variety of styles...detailed specialization within each character class! #DreamBig

Getting ready for a road trip!!!

What they don't tell you is that you can regress in your healing ... especially after a traumatic event. It's the loss of my sense of self this time... I'm a ghost trapped in my own body. #ghost #stranger #mentalhealth #depersonalization

Why is finally getting officially diagnosed with autism feel so reaffirming.

Thanks @Nickelback for spending 1,769 minutes with me in 2022. I couldn’t stop listening to Next Contestant. #SpotifyWrapped open.spotify.com/artist/6deZN1b…

Today is hard to be here. Things changing, better one day, then worse the next. But I am proud of myself, for setting boundaries with everyone in my life. Though I may have once loved you, I'm here now without you.

It's nights like these that really show where your mental health is at. -I'm spiraling again -I know this isn't true nor helpful -body- do it. ... do it... -I need my pills it's okay to have help through it... A year ago I wasn't capable of this. 2am panic thoughts

By day two they have already become best friends.

About 5 more sleeps now ...

When your psychiatrist, therapist and your partner's (in crime) therapist all agree from the fact page we made that our past friend is likely a narcissist...

Finally got a cane!!! Disabilities are not only for old people haha

🦄 meeting a new kitty today!!

🦄 The kitty I wanted was adopted. I just hope they find the best home.

Now that I'm up to 8pills, 2👃🏻squirts and a puff both night and day ... I feel like a pill gobbler but my psych says hopefully this will work. So can't wait for results soon...

🦇 Is there a meowing possibility among us?

I ordered a cane, I just hope it doesn't look odd.

Communicate. Don't ghost people after asking for their help.

Morning ☀️ 6 pills, 👃sprays, inhaler -one puff. Evening 🌙 6 pills, 👃sprays, inhaler -one puff Dr. I'm thinking we should add ---- Me - 👀 what more could I need.

🩺 In therapy we learn how to have meaningful relationships. GIVE is an acronym of how you should respond to those who you desire a meaningful relationship. Apologize when you hurt those who you love. Otherwise they might choose to heal without you. Cut out toxicity.

I'm done being used and abused. You know who you are.