Naturebeauty4 @Naturebeauty4

Sara Bareilles Beautiful Girl with lyrics: youtu.be/YeWjzVMoruU via @YouTube

Sara Bareilles "Gravity": youtu.be/A_U6iSAn_fY via @YouTube

i really needd to sleep... but sara barelleiis is so great... i love her songs!!! gravity is beautiful!!

i look horrible actually ... like a witch

ive been sleeping alot though.... today and i am still tired :/

its so hard .... if my i wasnt injured i know i wouldnt be wasting time .... i would be doing more things but its a challenge i will get by

i dont like spending time sitting down much cus it has been causing me anxiety and i need to move more often so that my injury improves 2

its not trying to miss you.,... its what i try to do but im still gonna think about u

i think about you.... i never forget about you

like i cant jump or run like im on crack because of my dumb injury but i know that even though its tough for me i cannot get negative or sad

yesterday i went to sleep at eleven which i never do & it was still super hard to get up in the morning.i am getting tired of no excitement

welll we have enough time to make changes in our life.... i like starting over somehow even though i does take a while to actually be better

its funny that i can be so strong .... but so weak when it comes to my fears and insecurities. guess thats normal so i we are all learning

at the same time that i love you i am also attempting to take care of myself and love myself as well

its hard for me to show my emotions sometimes but i know i love you.... its just hard for me .

i dont like to cause anyone trouble so keeping to myself as much as i can is the right choice i believe.i have to be positive 4 my injury 2

i have been trying my very best to become stronger both mentally and physically .i was really tired & now i am sleeping a little better now

I think i need to change alot as well .... like start over kinda .i dont know if u will read this but i am writinga little anyways.hi D :)

i want you to be happy even though i dont like ur gf but if you do welll thats what counts.i love you & please take care

im tired and im going to sleep now ... last night i slept not that great... hope ur doing good with ur gf ,