word eddies @NotesWildflower

freeflowing flame, words, heart Joined April 2021

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word eddies @NotesWildflower

4 years ago

have been nearly bursting from containing it, and nobody believes, do you believe that the shade to come, already exists in the seed, the tree will grow when favoured.

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4 years ago

in returning, there can be magic. a return is always an act of faith. that’s how.

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word eddies @NotesWildflower

4 years ago

there are periods, when nothing is done, we have nothing to show for, being with each other. then there are periods where books are read, poetry is made, to what end?

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4 years ago

i have been surrendering, in surrender, there are no words. no writing.

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4 years ago

and when you have no words, you begin to panic. they had to leave in silence, that’s all there is.

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4 years ago

ruthless. when will i get there?

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word eddies @NotesWildflower

4 years ago

it has taken me an entire lifetime to find my voice, and why am i still being kind to the ones intent on getting me to keep it down?

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4 years ago

having never been this quiet before, like heat wrapped, like the chest needs every ounce of it to heave, i realise i have never been unafraid. if this is it, welcome.

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in what way do i want to be held? on an arm, in laughter, embraces can be so different in expression, mostly i think i’d like it best to be held in the presence of what is offered. held by happiness in what is.

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4 years ago

last man standing? it’s very contexual, i’ve never quite grasped why phrases are glorified at face value, was he the one with the stones?

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4 years ago

water must balance it’s flow into the waterwheel, how paradoxical for water, and it must rely on the design so the wheel that it takes as its purpose, wont come apart, am i supported?

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word eddies @NotesWildflower

4 years ago

reading constantly, to look back and see what i was praised for as a child, is my purpose. carrying fractured structures on my shoulders? holding holding never letting go? is that allowed in the catalogue world anymore? now they tend to flatten out the ones carrying loads.

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4 years ago

have you noticed how all cultures speak of grace under pressure in different ways, have you noticed how little girls growing up with it, confuse it with tolerating disrespect, have you witnessed a girl like that, waking up, it’s the most graceful sight ever.

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4 years ago

and there comes a day when there are no questions, it’s quiet. it’s time. enough reading of how even trees hold each other and wake together enough misting about the bombed out gingko that grew yet again on the outside of it’s former hollowed self. i’m here. i’m enough.

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word eddies @NotesWildflower

4 years ago

as far back as i can remember, in my country, i saw old men haul handcarts full of weight, needs of other people, uphill, scorched, to fill their burning bellies, i always cried, no human should have to endure this much, surely, yesterday i read , those who carry will be lifted.

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4 years ago

and they will leave because you are you, and you’ll want to ask, but what about the me that loves you in ways you like? but you won’t. and you’ll discover yet another you. one that loves you.