Jesus is Lord. This is a fact which you can find out to be true if you are humble enough to pray about it. The scriptures say> without faith it is impossible to please God. If someone gives you a check for whatever amount and you refuse to cash it because you think it's phony then that's because you lack faith. God offers you eternal life through the indwelling of the Holy Spirit but people refuse to receive it because you don't believe. Christ said> except you believe, you will die in your sins. You know you've violated your conscience but you still won't pray and find out. You will go to hell if you don't put your faith in Christ who paid the price for all your sins because he loves you but you frustrate his love because you won't trust.