PPDThoughts @PpdThoughts

I find that a lot of stupid people hide behind big words and flowery vocabulary, and a lot of smart people aren’t afraid to use basic language to get their ideas across in an easy to understand way. Also I’m stoned on the toilet right now.

Ugh, I'm tired of waking up not a happy and well adjusted adult

Really tired of the stupidity that proliferates in a corporate business office. Men throwing their weight around and diminishing female workers like it’s freaking 1966. What an bunch of dicks.

😇😊 #makingtime

Weighed in, tracked habits, prepared health meals and snacks throughout the day. Feel better mentally knowing that I’m trying and that I’m doing something for myself. No more wishing 🙏🏼

I feel like the size of a house right now and I absolutely hate it. Thinking about trying keto, but going to stick with low carbs/high protein for now.

Keep seeing get lean while in quarantine posts and it’s fucking annoying. There’s a goddam pandemic and y’all still trying to tell people they need to be better? Bloody hell.

Had a dream I was being forced to marry Terry Cruz by Donnie Mcclurkin & on the wedding day I realized I didn’t have a makeup artist for me and that that was a HUGE mistake because ppl will trip that he’s marrying a regular lady vs. a celebrity. Such a Bizarro dream.

I wish 19 year old me had truly believed and trusted that I would have a family one day. I never thought I’d need to save for a wedding or save for childcare tuition because I had a hard time believing I’d ever be loved enough to get those things. Here I am. We’ll be ok.

I told my mom I’ve been exercising 2-3 times a week which is a lot for me but instead of acknowledging this small miracle she said I should exercise every day if I want to lose weight faster and it’s good cause I was running out of stuff to talk about in therapy.

Today was good. Tonight was bad. Keep encouraging yourself and I’ll do the same. Tomorrow is a new day. #PPD #mentalhealth #postpartum

Tried to tell my mother how I was feeling today. She told me I’m not the first person in the world to have babies. Wow. Now I can add feeling minimized to the list. 😔 #MentalHealthMatters #ppd

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#ppd #postpartum #MentalHealthMatters

My body feels overwhelmed and pulsing with electricity when my kids are not in my arms. I worry. I regret. I overthink. I fumble. I wring my hands. I bite my nails. I blink and blink and blink until I stop thinking. I don’t. It continues. New worries develop every minute. #PPD

Enjoying a meal is...comforting. Eating a meal also floods the mind with guilt. #postpartumbody #ppd

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