Riddlex @RiddlingWriter

Sending to save.

So. Redownloaded Twitter and WhatsApp. Trying slowly. Still haven't messaged anyone really and still too nervous to post on my main account. But might try to branch out again soon?

Remind me to check this out. sites.google.com/site/gamestera…

When you're not flat but you're struggling to do much, including write. And then you're nervous that even if you make a post people will just feel you're not getting back to them, 'in favour of posting other things elsewhere.' I'm trying to manage?..I'm going to attempt one RP.

Ever hit that point when you're happy and yet you're nervous to be because you're scared you're not doing enough or that as soon as you stop for one moment it's just not going to be okay so you keep pushing yourself in a good way but you're afraid it is and isn't all at once? Yup

When you're online trying to book things and not get stressed but you have so much to do :-)

When you had a breakdown and considered killing yourself or at least harming yourself with a plastic fork snapped in half or all the different pills in your glove compartment. Ooooh so dark. I love mental instability! Not a 'cry for help' or attention, just ..need to make light.

Well more drama caused more personal upset in my life because it freaked out my mother how distressed I was over this and trying to fret with what to do.

I panicked and put my accounts on hiatus last night because I was really overwhelmed if I'm honest but no I want to push through and persist because there are too many nice people I'd never want to let down, I love my plots and writing them with all of you as well as chatting ♥️!

Well, yep, I'm @/ClownyWriter, but I'll only be following a few from here and probably to post riddles where they won't be lost and as a hideaway from my main accounts. Point is, this place exists now, hopefully not just because I had a crisis. I really want Edward to be my main.

Or you just followed me back. Booooo!

If you came here, you found me, you remembered. Good for you.