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22 || 🩰Dancer|| running, weightlifting|| “I was born sick, but I love it”|| he/him || bulimia recovery or something like that tiktok.com/@dean0fit?_t=Z… purgatory | maintenance Joined June 2023

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2 days ago

im healed

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2 days ago

on vacation and enjoying danish pastries (in norway😂). anyway breakfast is saved for a few days. and ig itll be something actually healthy for the last two days

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3 days ago

worst ferry ride ever. 4meter waves, had to go slower than planned and i spend 3 hours puking involuntarily💀 and then i had to drive for 6 hours lmao

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5 days ago

i live living alone. but sometimes i get such bad nostalgia and just wanna move back in with my parents. im already planning to stay with them from christmas to new years xD also going on vacay tomorrow on my own and its scary even tho i managed japan last year on my own

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6 days ago

me: absolutely done especially after two exam weeks and bad b/p relapses. just went on a run to feel better mentally. my garmin:

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6 days ago

i had plain cottage cheese for breakfast and it was a bit too tasty lmao anyway new lunch ideas for next school year. cottage cheese and bread here we go

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a week ago

i usually either b/p or dont eat certain foods. talked to my therapist earlier today. anyway couldnt sleep and only think about the nutella jar (like 100gr left). and ate it and no purge. ill save up the cals the next days but its still such a big step

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a week ago

but the only way i could have another would be telling my boyfriend not to visit me and that feels even worse. also if i managed to push through till thursday the urges will probably be gone again. like i wanna stop. i really do!!

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a week ago

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a week ago

shouldnt have given in and b/ped yesterday. urges r too bad now it’s horrible

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a week ago

finally time for a proper gym session after a week full of exams. good to have a proper pump again even tho im EXHAUSTED

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a week ago

nothing worse than needing a restroom when theres none and u still have about 30min of commute😭🥲

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2 weeks ago

got triggered and planning a b/p tomorrow. but if its just relapses here and there i can actually work with it. lets see how i feel about it tomorrow ig

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2 weeks ago

i think imma actually have kebab again tomorrow. havent had it in a while and since i genuinely do not like it with sauce (idk why😭😭) its actually a perfectly nice meal lmao

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2 weeks ago

singing exam was good i think. i felt amazing at least

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2 weeks ago

it wasnt bad. but not as good as i couldve been and i started crying in front of my ballet teacher last evening. it was late and i was tired af. embarrassing tho cuz it wasnt shitty. just not up to my expectations 😭

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2 weeks ago

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2 weeks ago

singing exam today. im so nervous my voice is gonna crack at that stupidly high note that i have to hold for way too long. the alternative would be singing a lower note but thats not as impressive

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2 weeks ago

jazz dance exam today (first one this year) and now im actually nervous

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2 weeks ago

16 degree celsius and im freezing like crazy already. this winter will be interesting 💀

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2 weeks ago

wanted to do a short run later. but i had horrible sleep and am fatigued and jazz dance exam tomorrow and not optional jazz class this evening so no run. maybe ill nap at school idk yet

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2 weeks ago

but decided to do it cuz exam week and i wanna get as close to maintenance as possible. i need all the energy i can get. not gonna fuck up dance exams cuz i restricted like crazy

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2 weeks ago

but decided to do it cuz exam week and i wanna get as close to maintenance as possible. i need all the energy i can get. not gonna fuck up dance exams cuz i restricted like crazy