A @_words_fail_me_
A journal (of sorts) of how awful and dark my mental state can and will get Joined July 2018-
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Your twenties are for two things: buying fun little drinks & being crushed by the inescapable feeling that everything about you is broken
They give me a literal centimeter and I give them damn near everything every time huh
I genuinely feel like I can’t be myself around anyone because I’m so fucking awful deep down that I don’t want anyone to know
FUCK I AM SO LONELY I WISH SOMEONE WOULD JUST TEXT ME OR TALK TO ME OR SOMETHING 😭
The way I could so easily make a tiktok video about the texts this fuckhead sends me, but I couldn’t ever post it bc he follows me 💀
Also I really want to cut myself but I’m scared that I’m gonna make a mess without being able to actually finish the job if you catch my drift 🤪
I’m constantly looking for the three bubbles and I fucking hate myself for it
Does anyone else with mental illness feel like their mind doesn't belong to them? Like it's a separate entity that they can't control?
Man I sure do love it when snap memories remind me of moments when I didn’t feel like the biggest pile of shit that ever existed

MUHAMMAD @aiysallah
23 Followers 256 Following I’m an orphan Sometimes, you think that you want to disappear,I’m a learner because I don’t know anything and I have learned#Life is Good
Hi im Paris 🫠 @parispoptart
25K Followers 6K Following You ever feel so hurt by the world that you don’t know if you’ll make it?? - links to TikTok etc👇🏻
NS @smolestbeanp
1K Followers 302 Following
messy @bpdcake
40 Followers 52 Following she/her💕 bpd, depression, addiction and self harm 💘 trigger warning 💞 if you’re sensitive don’t follow 💖
🎀💝Roo💝🎀 @xDitzyDreamerx
66 Followers 797 Following found a place to store all the thoughts I have as a hopeless romantic. 23y ♊️ :*¨༺ ★ ༻¨*:·.
Crestfallen @crestfallen_01
617 Followers 536 Following ▪︎ M.D.D▪︎B.P.D▪︎ it doesnt matter what i have cz I'm fighting it pretty well.
Deep Feelsss☁️✨ @deepfeelsss1
160 Followers 179 Following s a f e p l a c e 🌧•17💞 •London •Message if u ever need to talk x •newhopeclub 💕 •Prettymuch🎶 •Whydontwe💘
María Gabriela @gaby_aguilera19
357 Followers 5K Following Ecuador🇪🇨Guayaquil-Durán 26 años mi signo libra♎
🐌 @theregoesmybad
493 Followers 545 Following he/him || 173 cm // sw:61kg // cw:53kg // gw:45kg // ugw: less than 40kg || 100% pro recovery but relapsed. avi is me
MissMsadness @MissMsadness
22 Followers 141 Following Feeling alone even though someone is there but just seems like they don’t care
i.dont.exist.02 @thesewarscars
64 Followers 157 Following Depression, anxiety PTSD, eating disorder, self harm, for 5 years, last cut 4/3/19 (trying to recover) 🌻 photographer and artist 🌵
Jon Jon Oister @J_Oister4
302 Followers 899 Following #P-townTrojans #TrojanMan Amos:jonjonoister4 C/o 2020 When life gets tough, SMILE and say “TRY ME”.
Bäby Røsë @baby_rose44
8 Followers 53 Following
jess @inferioralltime
130 Followers 222 Following 19/bulimix trying to recover but need to be skinny![cw:50.1kg
[1 goal🍃 :60 kg ]
[2 Goal💕:55 kg]
utlimate goal💫 : To recover
sw 😭: 64 kg
Height :1.67
start 04/01/19
I could be prettier if i was skinnier](https://pbs.twimg.com/profile_images/1111379358382325760/IpNs7t8L.jpg)
in recovery 🌷 @ITobethin
300 Followers 1K Following cw:50.1kg [1 goal🍃 :60 kg ] [2 Goal💕:55 kg] utlimate goal💫 : To recover sw 😭: 64 kg Height :1.67 start 04/01/19 I could be prettier if i was skinnier
thinning_twink @ThinningTwink
462 Followers 2K Following •SW: 80kg •CW: 72.1kg •GW1-75📌 •GW2 - 70kg •GW3-65 •GW4-60kg •GW5-55 •🌿UGW - 52kg 🌿
sym • antha @symisme
127 Followers 308 Following twenty-six / 5’9” & 95 lbs — that’s the goal diagnosed: borderline + disordered eating habits snapchat: symarei | insta: symmetry,cal
Iridiscencia @Myediskillingm3
326 Followers 2K Following 1,57 CW: 40,7 GW: 38 No promuevo ningún trastorno alimenticio, soy una mierda porfa no me sigas
Depressed feelings @depressed12yr
13 Followers 29 Following Im definetly into nothingness and emptyness.
Forget Me @lonely_sad_boy
22 Followers 61 Following Why am I here? 💜Amy💜 I love games and my princess 🎮🕹⌨🖱
;_; @nappuwu
8 Followers 430 Following I̴̧̘̗͕̼̰̻͉͚̫͉̳̓ͪ̑͒̽̍͂ͮ̂͊͑ͩͭͦͅw̵̎͂̂ͧ͆̅̑̅͏̧̢̞̠̭͇̣̳̼͎ͅȁͧ̍͋̾͒҉̷̛̦͈̫̤͙͎͚̳̞̫̥̹̺͕͎̦́ͅͅn̨̤̘̠͙̗̻̺ͫ̀͒̎̍͒ͭ̈́ͯͫ͂n̵̳̥̩͎̦̪̫̺̫̓ͨ̒ͫ͘͡a̎͒ͫ̌́͌ͣ̊́̃̓ͤ̌̅͒́҉̰͍̗̤̟͉̹̫͔̰̫̭̹̼d͉͖͔̖͈̠̠̬̘̗
Crow suffering @CrowSuffering
321 Followers 600 Following I’m just a depressed person that wakes up wanting to die and goes to sleep crying. Surrounded by darkness, I’m the morbid person you avoid. I am the lost soul.
numb @numb20001214
74 Followers 1K Following
mia luna @mialuna61486534
1 Followers 14 Following
Hi im Paris 🫠 @parispoptart
25K Followers 6K Following You ever feel so hurt by the world that you don’t know if you’ll make it?? - links to TikTok etc👇🏻
we’re not really st... @wnrstweets
650K Followers 1 Following
cody @relapsdkng
2K Followers 444 Following recovrd kng / this is my personal diary, heartbreaking ending to my main character romance movie / tw read at your own risk, my mood changes 24/7
grey @crackkdd
1K Followers 454 Following
NS @smolestbeanp
1K Followers 302 Following
messy @bpdcake
40 Followers 52 Following she/her💕 bpd, depression, addiction and self harm 💘 trigger warning 💞 if you’re sensitive don’t follow 💖
rosie @butterflykcal
826 Followers 455 Following
gi. @milkymuuu
6K Followers 2K Following
🎀💝Roo💝🎀 @xDitzyDreamerx
66 Followers 797 Following found a place to store all the thoughts I have as a hopeless romantic. 23y ♊️ :*¨༺ ★ ༻¨*:·.
Grace @dollkcalpetal
211 Followers 245 Following she/her | 24 yrs | 5'7 | sw: 177 lbs | cw: 140 lbs | gw: 125 lbs | ugw: 111 lbs | bmi: 23
Crestfallen @crestfallen_01
617 Followers 536 Following ▪︎ M.D.D▪︎B.P.D▪︎ it doesnt matter what i have cz I'm fighting it pretty well.
Deep Feelsss☁️✨ @deepfeelsss1
160 Followers 179 Following s a f e p l a c e 🌧•17💞 •London •Message if u ever need to talk x •newhopeclub 💕 •Prettymuch🎶 •Whydontwe💘
🐌 @theregoesmybad
493 Followers 545 Following he/him || 173 cm // sw:61kg // cw:53kg // gw:45kg // ugw: less than 40kg || 100% pro recovery but relapsed. avi is me
MissMsadness @MissMsadness
22 Followers 141 Following Feeling alone even though someone is there but just seems like they don’t care
anxiety. @anxiouslife4
3K Followers 1K Following
mads @lilgothmom
1K Followers 768 Following wear lots of black drink lots of water ♌️♍️♓️ they/she | 25 | hisoka stan i guess
snow @minYsize
466 Followers 324 Following •taking up space• ed/vent acc || 23 || she/her || black || bi
jess @inferioralltime
130 Followers 222 Following 19/bulimix trying to recover but need to be skinny
thinning_twink @ThinningTwink
462 Followers 2K Following •SW: 80kg •CW: 72.1kg •GW1-75📌 •GW2 - 70kg •GW3-65 •GW4-60kg •GW5-55 •🌿UGW - 52kg 🌿
; @skinnyxsoul
5K Followers 80 Following This user is slowly killing herself and her body to live up to society’s beauty standards.
☾ @disintegrxting
17K Followers 87 Following We turn skeletons into goddesses and look to them as if they might teach us how to not-need.
sym • antha @symisme
127 Followers 308 Following twenty-six / 5’9” & 95 lbs — that’s the goal diagnosed: borderline + disordered eating habits snapchat: symarei | insta: symmetry,cal
morning coffee ✨ @ScrewYouAnxiety
861 Followers 406 Following Just another kid with a way too strong opinion on topics she doesn’t know shit about.