OZD @blinkydodo

trying to lose weight for years. that's the focus right now. working on my OCD too. and many more. tweets are me talking to myself. Joined August 2022

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OZD @blinkydodo

2 days ago

Food is the only thing that keeps life bearable. That's why it's so hard to lose weight. Previously i exercised a lot to maintain weight.. but now with my disability I can't. obese beyond a point.

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OZD @blinkydodo

4 days ago

I need a more philosophical approach to my relationship with food.

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OZD @blinkydodo

a week ago

A lot of times i think , oh they have OCD, so its mostly ego dystonic . then they show their true behavior and wow, thats not OCD.. thats the real you, you are evil by nature. yikes.😂

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OZD @blinkydodo

2 weeks ago

No shame in increasing the font size to max .

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OZD @blinkydodo

2 weeks ago

and for no obvious reason, i get anxious. im sure my brain has cooked up something to worry about. but it has not brought it to my conscious knowledge.

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OZD @blinkydodo

4 weeks ago

I look back at the last 7 years and wtf happened. All the struggle and what's the point. I'm exhausted man. Take me to heaven or hell, I don't care anymore. What a waste of time.

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OZD @blinkydodo

4 weeks ago

Not all souls need a soulmate to fill the missing half. Some of them are in their full form. They don't need another soul to make them complete.

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OZD @blinkydodo

4 weeks ago

I don't know if I fear the addict or their addiction. I think it's time to stand up and face the fear. Develop the skills for the fight.

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Doing things that doesyn't align with your soul is mentally exhausting. Doesn't mean I can't learn new things. It has its time. i shouldn't push my brain to its limits when life is full of suffering. Later, Not now.

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OZD @blinkydodo

4 weeks ago

I don't think it's the trauma, it's the relentless futile fight that seems to have affected me the most.

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Pure Azure @AzureXiong

4 weeks ago

I'm a single disabled mom who is running out of time to find some type of work. Please consider helping. I lost my good internet, which would allow me to do a remote position. It's affected my ability to even handle my medical stuff.

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4 weeks ago

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OZD @blinkydodo

4 weeks ago

After all these years, i concluded one thing. I'm definitely not normal, I will never fit in this society, my life will always be different. And I need to resist the urge to validate my life by comparing it to others.

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OZD @blinkydodo

4 weeks ago

It's been 7 years without a job. I'm sad I'm stuck in life. But glad I saved enough to survive for 7 years. Anyways, savings is almost zero and I need to start finding a job. What is the trend ? Learn AI ?

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OZD @blinkydodo

4 weeks ago

I couldn't finish a level in a video game in 2002, but I did it easily yesterday. Yes, I guess I did grow as a person.

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OZD @blinkydodo

a month ago

I keep trying to reason out of obsessions. obsessions dont have logic. I cant use reason to stop them. Reasoning do work on compulsions sometimes.

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OZD @blinkydodo

a month ago

If I have ice cream in the refrigerator, my brain will put out thoughts about it constantly. That's the obsession. Finding a reason to eat that, is basically deducing the compulsion. And finally eating it is the compulsion. OCD isn't just a disorder for me, it's a way of life.