🫠 @final6nt

Apathy is so beautiful - the final stage. A defining trait amongst all before me. It’s such an obvious sign of what’s to come, but the average person simply can’t decipher it. I see beauty in it all now because it no longer is MY reality.

I wonder if this account will surface once I’m dead. Prolly not - would be funny tho

Wow. I’ve come far. I’ve come so fucking far. I wouldn’t say I beat my depression, but I rlly leveled up physically despite all the mental “noise”. It’s beautiful it really is and so will my death be - eventually. But first it’s time to POP OUT

I LOVE BITCH ASS NIGGAS 😂😂😂

RIDIN THROUGH THE CITY LOOKIN FOR A ? I PUT HIS HEAD IN THE BAG

I’m rlly better than all these niggas man. Never kill yourself dawg holy shit. Time to FLEX UP on these fuck niggas soon 😭

I JUST PAINTED HER FACE NOW SHE PART OF THE CIRCUS

Testing testing One of u fuckers might see this.

Timing is important, if smt like that happened in 2019 or like 2021. It wouldn’t be as bone chilling, I mighta got in the gym or locked in sooner tbh. But in big 2024, when I was already a full fledged active member on the sanctioned sui*ide forum? That’s just fucked.

2024 destroyed me. That shit in July really had the chance to give me major confidence, but instead it just ended up destroying what I had left. I’ll never forgive anyone for doing this to me. Taking someone out of their depression to throw them deeper in is nasty work.

I feel like regardless of how much you upgrade yourself and your life. IF you were what someone would consider an “abused dog” when you were younger, you WILL always be that same kid. I’ll always be that fat dark midget that I was in 2014/2015, my brain can’t see it any other way

I remember the day this came out. Classic

underground champs @ugchamps

8 months ago

I remember the day this came out. Classic

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I think the most shocking thing about everything is my subhumanity afterwards. I actually don’t understand how I completely wasted September, October, November, and December being a low T pussy and crashing out. I was kinda just like stuck in this weird state of non-existence.

EVERY SINGLE NIGHT OF FALL 2023 WHEN I WOULD SMOKE AFTER THE GYM AND JUST THINK ABOUT WHERE MY LIFE WENT WRONG. I WAS RIGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING FOR ABOUT ONE SECOND IN 2024 IT FELT LIKE MAYBE I WAS WRONG AND MAYBE I COULD BE AIGHT. MAN I WAS SO FUCKING WRONG HOLY SHIT.

THAT INNOCENT ASS VERSION OF ME FROM 2019 WOULD BE HORRIFIED TO SEE HOW MENTALLY ILL I BECAME OVER THE YEARS. BUT THATS LIFE MAN.

LEAST THIS BITCH ASS NIGGA COULD DO IS DROP THE FUCKING ALBUM BEFORE I KILL MYSELF. HURRY TF UP

isaiah @tlop444

8 months ago

LEAST THIS BITCH ASS NIGGA COULD DO IS DROP THE FUCKING ALBUM BEFORE I KILL MYSELF. HURRY TF UP

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BACKDOOR BACKDOOR OR TO BE MORE SPECIFIC THE DOOR 10 FEET FROM ME 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

songs that go hard @songsgohard

8 months ago

BACKDOOR BACKDOOR OR TO BE MORE SPECIFIC THE DOOR 10 FEET FROM ME 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

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I KNOW THESE NIGGAS WATCHING I KNOW THESE NIGGAS PLOTTING

underground champs @ugchamps

8 months ago

I KNOW THESE NIGGAS WATCHING I KNOW THESE NIGGAS PLOTTING

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BUT WHAT CAN I DO I DESERVE TO SEE WHAT MY BODY IS CAPABLE OF AT LEAST ONCE. ALL THIS TIME IN THE GYM HAS LED UP TO THIS

BEING ON AN AGGRESIVE 1200 CALORIE DEFICIT THATS COMPRISED OF MAJORITY PROTEIN MAKES ALL MY MENTAL PROBLEMS WORSE. ID HONESTLY KILL TO EAT CARBS RIGHT NOW. SUBHUMAN INDIAN EPIGENETIC MOMENT 💯😗😗