Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil

🏳️‍🌈🖕🏻✨ At this point I’m more mental illness than human 👍🏻 I’m 28 unfortunately *TW ED, SH AND SUBSTANCE ABUSE* 🙄🤦🏻‍♀️ Joined April 2020

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Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil

3 years ago

Ugh 😣 I really need to get back on track 😭 it’s not like I’m doing good anyway so why not just go back to not eating?? I miss preferring skipping meals to overeating 😢

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Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil

3 years ago

I’m so sorry that I am the way I am, I don’t want to be

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Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil

3 years ago

Trying so hard to be okay when you’re not is so frustrating

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Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil

3 years ago

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Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil

3 years ago

I always get lied to, used, hurt and taken advantage of… yet I always end up being the bad guy in the situation?! Tf?? 😔

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Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil

3 years ago

And once again I’m betrayed by one of those closest to me. I give up letting people in. From now on I’m ice cold emotionally or dead 🤷🏻‍♀️ f*ck you all, I should’ve never trusted you

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Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil

3 years ago

Get fucking start to august… binged in the early hours, had an awful sleep, woke up and already ate too much 😭🤬🤢 and then of course, just to add to it, as if I didn’t already wanna kms, I came on my period too 😭🤬

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Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil

3 years ago

God I’m so done with people looking at my scars when they happen to pop out 😞 and I’m even more done with people asking me what happened or what they are?! Like ffs, I’m fucked in the head, isn’t it obvious what they are?!

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Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil

3 years ago

I’m seriously fucking struggling but no one cares so why should I?😬

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Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil

3 years ago

And of course I was right. 😭

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Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil

3 years ago

I’m so gonna relapse today 😞

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Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil

3 years ago

Okay so I’m still fat and utterly disgusting but I feel a little better today I hope that lasts a little while cause I genuinely felt like I was losing my mind yesterday

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Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil

3 years ago

I’m so done

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Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil

3 years ago

I just want it all to end

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Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil

3 years ago

Ugh, sh urges are bad today 😔

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Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil

3 years ago

Why do I keep eating?! 😭

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Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil

3 years ago

How do I tell my boyfriend that I’m not okay and haven’t been for years? I’m just good at hiding it and explaining away my outbursts… but I’m about to go through some intense mental health shit to get diagnosed officially and I feel like I should finally tell him? But how?!?!