😙 @hellosk1nny

i deserve better

i really want to die im at school right now and my friend hate crimed me. no sensitive shit but said it was a joke and got mad when i stood up for myself and now we’re at the same lunch table and i want to cry

I hate everything about myself and I wish I was dead more than anything else

“ur here” in Farsi but she sounded so annoyed with us being there bc she thinks we bother her. she got sad that I was there like I could tell in her tone and she sounded so sad so I was like “why r u so rude” but in Farsi and the word I used sounds bad in Farsi & she was shocked

basically what happened is we went to this store and my mom wanted to shop on her own but I also wanted to look. me and my dad went on a walk instead of going with her bc my mom wanted to shop alone and it’s hot as fuck so we went to my mom to look around and she sees me and goes

im so tired of this stupid life it’s the weekend And I’m Crying.

i still have to bring my phone to her before i fucking sleep i hope one day i just go to sleep and never wake up again she is so strict and treats me as if I’m 13. every fucking thing is about grades to hee and my only bad grade is in math THATS IT. i have all a’s and b’s

i don’t like my mom anymore as much i used to and we don’t get along anymore she is so mean she doesn’t even like my presence and she said it to me indirectly and it sucks bc she used to be my favorite parent but now it’s my dad and she is so strict in 16 years old but

I know if I go, I’ll die happy tonight

todays fit: skims twist flare pants and brandy ashlyn top with hightop air forces💞 i wish I wore ugg slippers instead

i hate my head shape so much. im insecure of 2 things my nose and my head shape/facial structure

I miss my honeymoon phase of my eating disorder. I miss eating noneless than 900 calories, running 5.5 miles every other day, only living off of fruit, always getting told how thin I was, getting abs because of how malnourished I was, my old BMI, & having people use me as thinspo

I miss last year. All I did was listen to lana del rey, maintain straight a’s, was emo, developed my ed, etc. it was so comforting and chill I wanna go back online my grades were so good it surprises me. I was so happy and especially around this time, (1/?)

in my lana del rey phase don’t talk to me🤬

yk what i hate? when people blame chloe ting for their ed ?? it's the same people that says "mental health matters" and shit like that and then go and blame someone who gives free content of workouts. she didn't make you starve yourself or restrict😭

also he asked y i viewed his story but didn’t answer.. I wonder why. whenever i talk to u ur always mean and make me feel bad ab myself. sucks bc he’s a great funny person but it’s j sometimes the shit he says makes me so sad

ok it’s 2am i haven’t showered or done anything bye

the chrome hearts top😩

bru i wanna do this

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fr tho i just don’t wanna have friends anymore lmao talking to u literally makes me upset / mad and u make me feel like shit