I spent two years where I didn’t even come home to visit my mom. 2020 when I got Covid and nearly died right the beginning, and then obviously the rest of the year was pretty much locked down. The. 2021 I was doing a lot of traveling. I felt bad that I stayed away
From seeing my mom that long. I never wanna be so consumed with my own life or surroundings that I don’t take moments to come visit her. 🌎🥹 which is why I keep extending my visit ! I was suppose to been back home after the holidays. I know she enjoys the company
Since my brother isn’t here to get on her nerves while he’s away doing his bid. And I know she has her sisters and brothers except Aunt Amy 👼🏾 but her kids hit different. And I worry about her. She’s getting older now and we gotta protect our parents as they age.
I done told her that I’m going back home after Mother’s Day so she can start preparing herself. Since I been here she hasn’t had to cook, I do all the cooking. I make sure her car always has gas for work. Making sure things are good for her. Hell I’m going to miss it too.
But I gotta get back to my own place. The country living ain’t for me that’s why I left in the first place 😂 the slower lifestyle works for her cuz that’s all she knows. But I’ve had a taste of that city life and that’s more my speed 😂plus paying rent and bills to…
Maintain a household that I’m not there is crazy!! 😂😂 but I’m glad I have the ability to afford to do so and work from wherever I am. #Grateful and I miss my king size bed 😂😂 and I hate that I won’t be able to play an immediate role in my niece rearing because her mom is
Failing her as a parent and it’s so sad and unfortunate to see. I hate that I’m limited to what I can do since I am legally not her parent. I’m trying my best but you can’t instill certain things into a child and expect it to just be done you have to have the continuous support