Eccedentesiast @iam_rajchauhan

Sharing my Thoughts at Midnight || Finding peace || Walking through storms in silence || Lost Joined March 2019

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Eccedentesiast @iam_rajchauhan

4 days ago

Nothing better than memories, And there is nothing worse than them. — 1:53 AM

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Trippy. 🔥 @_trippylekhak

5 days ago

Jo bhi andesa tha wo sach nikla, Shor machna tha, shor mach nikla, Chip gayi baat haat katne ki, Khun mehndi ke sath rach nikla, Sochta hu wo aen mauke pe, Kaise mere hawas se bach nikla, Dukh to ye hai ki tere bare me, Jahan se jo suna wo sach nikla.

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2 weeks ago

Everyone asks how broken I am ? I’m not broken — I’m dust. — 2:47 AM

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Eccedentesiast @iam_rajchauhan

3 weeks ago

I begged for her in every prayer, held her like breath, like survival, like air. And still, she slipped into someone else’s arms for nothing, while I was ready to burn my whole soul just to keep her. — 5:26 AM

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Eccedentesiast @iam_rajchauhan

3 weeks ago

The hardest part! Learning that the one you gave everything to is the reason you’ll never give like that again. — 4:36 AM

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Trippy. 🔥 @_trippylekhak

4 weeks ago

Main tere sehar aau, tujhse rabta ho jae, Yaa tu ho jae hasil, yaa koi haadsa ho jae.

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Eccedentesiast @iam_rajchauhan

4 weeks ago

Someone once asked me, “What’s worse? Loving someone you can’t have, or having someone you can’t love?” I said, “Leaving someone you can never unlove.” — 4:05 AM

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Eccedentesiast @iam_rajchauhan

a month ago

She isn’t just love— She's the bandage on wounds no one sees, the voice that calms the storms inside me. Losing her would mean losing the last reason I stay alive. — 3:00 AM

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Eccedentesiast @iam_rajchauhan

a month ago

Everything’s fine. Life is moving, work is steady, days are normal… But inside, nothing feels alive. — 3:00 AM

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Eccedentesiast @iam_rajchauhan

2 months ago

I lost to life quietly. Not in wars, not in battles—but in midnight rooms, where her name kept winning, and I kept losing myself. — 5:01 AM

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Eccedentesiast @iam_rajchauhan

2 months ago

I live in her blocklist. She lives in my password. The difference—? Her thumb erased me, & My hands still write her into everything. — 3:44 AM

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Trippy. 🔥 @_trippylekhak

2 months ago

Evertime i try to save a relationship i had to kill a part of myself and if i ever try to save myself then i just can't save the relationship.

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Eccedentesiast @iam_rajchauhan

2 months ago

The whole world is asleep. And I’m here… arguing with a silence that knows me too well. — 4:13 AM

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Eccedentesiast @iam_rajchauhan

2 months ago

I miss her… in a way I can’t put into words. She’s gone. But every cell in me still calls her name like prayer. Everyone say I’ll heal. But how do I heal when the thing that broke me is still my heartbeat? — 3:52 AM

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Eccedentesiast @iam_rajchauhan

2 months ago

What I gave wasn’t perfect. But it was real. It was all I had. And she couldn’t hold it. Now I just sit here — quietly learning how to unlove what never loved me right. — 2:01 AM

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Eccedentesiast @iam_rajchauhan

2 months ago

I don’t call it insomnia anymore. It’s just another night with my thoughts — loud, heavy, and wide awake. — 3:00 AM

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Eccedentesiast @iam_rajchauhan

2 months ago

You don’t need to be perfect to sit with Mahadev🔱 Just honest. Just raw. Just real. He doesn’t fix you — he teaches you to wear your scars with pride. — 7:11 AM

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3 months ago

I typed “I miss you” again tonight. And like always… I never hit send. — 3:42 AM

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Eccedentesiast @iam_rajchauhan

3 months ago

I smile now… not because it’s better, but because I’ve accepted that not everything needs to be explained. Some things just stay inside. — 2:40 AM

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Eccedentesiast @iam_rajchauhan

3 months ago

I’m not healing to prove anything. Not to make them regret. Not to show them I survived. I’m healing because I’m tired of carrying what broke me. And I just want to feel like me again. — 12:30 AM