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'recovery' didn't go so well, but I'm trying || basically a vent account || depressed, anxious, PTSD, SH & ED, been doing the same shit for years instagram.com/catching.smoke safe in my insanity Joined August 2014

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5 years ago

Can u survive off caffeine, fruit n alcohol asking for a friend

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5 years ago

Love joking about how I used to be 106 pounds like its some old fantasy and not what I aspire to every day lmao

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5 years ago

Took less than a week before I SHed since moving home l m a o

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5 years ago

Someone on my fb is in a show with the same name as my abusers blog so I guess tonight is lost to flashbacks

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5 years ago

It is 12.45 a.m. and this is an entire glass of vodka because I'm ~mentally stable~

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5 years ago

The 17yo version of myself that used to get drunk and run away and break onto roofs is really thriving with this compulsory masks thing

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5 years ago

Pls remind me not to drunk text my dealer thanks

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5 years ago

Today on painfully obvious things I didnt realise till my therapist told me: it is normal and okay to feel disappointed when you find out someone you had a crush on is in a relationship

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5 years ago

Absolutely sobbing and can't tell if I'm hoping a housemate hears and checks on me or doesn't and leaves me alone

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5 years ago

I think this ALL the time omg

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5 years ago

Had my first proper flashback in months and just cannot bounce back from it

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5 years ago

I weigh more than my dad i want to die

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5 years ago

I dont want to kill myself but I very much want to not be alive and it is exhausting

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5 years ago

A fun side effect of growing up depressed that no one talks about it the overwhelming fear of thinking about the future as an adult because your whole life you just assumed you wouldn't have one