Saph ⛧☾༺♰༻☽⛧ @manicdreamm

22 ♱ i'm just trying to be perfect ♱ they/he/she ♱ ED and BPD vent ♱ pro recovery n all that ♱ HW 60KG ♱ LW 43KG ♱ CW ugh ♱ UGW 36KG ✩ 🕯️☾༺♰༻☽🕯️✩ shedtwt♡ Joined October 2022

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Saph ⛧☾༺♰༻☽⛧ @manicdreamm

a month ago

literally how did everyone else manage to get a bf who doesn't mind if they starve and drink too much

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Saph ⛧☾༺♰༻☽⛧ @manicdreamm

a month ago

how do i get my partner to accept the fact that i'm sick and probably won't ever recover without them breaking up with me :/

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Saph ⛧☾༺♰༻☽⛧ @manicdreamm

2 months ago

so my disorder has made me so lonely and pathetic that it's a friday night and i'm home alone getting genuinely ecstatic over tomato soup

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Saph ⛧☾༺♰༻☽⛧ @manicdreamm

2 months ago

also it's over 30° in london and i'm eating soup and i think that maybe makes me a bit wrong

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Saph ⛧☾༺♰༻☽⛧ @manicdreamm

2 months ago

nothing brings me as much glee as randomly some how finding a soup spoon in the drawer when i'm about to eat soup

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the cheap bottle of wine i always go for is like 460 cals for the whole thing, but i'm so terrified that's wrong bc most pinot grigio is like 600-700 for the bottle. but i've checked it 100 times n it does say 460 for 750ml. i feel like i'm going crazy? scared it has more

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Saph ⛧☾༺♰༻☽⛧ @manicdreamm

2 months ago

b/p free for nearly a year :,)

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Saph ⛧☾༺♰༻☽⛧ @manicdreamm

2 months ago

also i had a super bad sh relapse like a month ago and had to get a ton of stitches. but i think i've damaged a tendon bad because all up my wrist to my thumb is painful. definitely got some nerve damage because a huge patch of my arm is completely numb

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Saph ⛧☾༺♰༻☽⛧ @manicdreamm

2 months ago

back on the drunkorexic bullshit. idk why people get hungry when they're drunk, it's such an appetite killer for me?

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Saph ⛧☾༺♰༻☽⛧ @manicdreamm

10 months ago

huh? since when did we stop thinking that kissing scars was cringe?? ew

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Saph ⛧☾༺♰༻☽⛧ @manicdreamm

10 months ago

fuck this i'm taking out my own stitches. not gonna wait in a&e for hours again lol

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Saph ⛧☾༺♰༻☽⛧ @manicdreamm

11 months ago

had to get stitches again last night. i just feel so dumb every time this happens it's like i spend ages on this cut only for it to get put back together at the end. feels like such a pointless task. sisyphus and the boulder fr

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Saph ⛧☾༺♰༻☽⛧ @manicdreamm

11 months ago

cutting to the NHS 111 hold music really is a hellish task

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Saph ⛧☾༺♰༻☽⛧ @manicdreamm

11 months ago

made myself on the sims. giving her a killer thigh gap to motivate me. simspo?

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Saph ⛧☾༺♰༻☽⛧ @manicdreamm

11 months ago

halloween babybels kinda ate this year..

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Saph ⛧☾༺♰༻☽⛧ @manicdreamm

11 months ago

also, turns out i'm not pregnant. gonna binge drink to celebrate (/s)

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Saph ⛧☾༺♰༻☽⛧ @manicdreamm

11 months ago

guys😭 over 100 days b/p free😭 i have no clue how i did this. i was literally completely out of control for months and months it was literally making me want to kms so bad. how??? aaaaaa??? i'd definitely like to thank naltrexone for one

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Saph ⛧☾༺♰༻☽⛧ @manicdreamm

11 months ago

alcohol relapse has made me gain sm but like.. it doesn't look that bad right😭 at least i don't have that disgusting b/p bloat anymore. pls someone validate me lol body dysmorphia is driving me insane