Trying @mymindisinhell
i will one day wake up and find this was all a dream...18 ~ I will get better, I hope PANDAS, OCD, tics, BPD, EDNOS. the morgue Joined March 2012-
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So I'm in day treatment went in 45kg and a resting hr of 43bpm I'm on a 2500cal diet now after 5 days I've gained 2 kg and my HR is 50bbm
I dont think i could stop counting calories bc • I have them memorized • the uncertainty freaks me out • what if I gain • obsessed w numbers
I'm so fat that if I tried to recover from my ED I'd be told to lose weight not gain weight bc I'm so huge.
nightmare I was in day treatment and was feed like 3000 calories 😰but like I'm to fat the Ed clinic won't take me right?
I gained 5lbs back from eating oh my god I want to die I want to die all that pain and working out and I'm gaining 😭
Just please don't comment on what i eat, how much i eat, the way i eat, or my current weight. Thank you.
I never want to eat again ever like shit I spent money on fucking chips and I want to toss them so bad like my appetite for them is gone
I could have stopped but I just kept going :( if I'd stop at dinner is only be at 500cal
Just about 2600 consumed today 😭🔫 usually my binges are only around 500-1500calories and now I'm in so much pain because of the lax I took
Like this pie I ate a huge piece and it was like 500caloires and I wanted to die but I've been on the treadmill reversing it hopefully
Well my sister likes the pie I made so she can have as much as she wants I'm just going to toss it I ate way to much of it today god
Okay even my moms pickle choice has like 40 calories and mine has 3 calories um wtf
I should start exercising more again it lifted my spirits

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