Ok so I’m at the psych ward getting evaluated in prob not gonna get admitted though cause the I overheard doctor on the phone saying that admission isn’t the best for me, since he so clearly knows me well
I wanna rant but I can’t be bothered to write it down
Do not trust these people who say that they will help you but won’t even blink twice if your parents won’t consent to admission
Tomorrow I’m calling my doctor and getting an appointment as soon as possible hopefully before Friday.
I’ll tell her that I’ve already tried to get help too many times, and that I will kill myself if I don’t get admitted or immediate help.
I’m not going to try again after this
I told my school nurse that I wanted to kill myself and that I felt like I wasn’t being taken seriously by my dad. Guess what she does, calls my dad
I tell her multiple times that I don’t want to go home. Guess what she does, sends me home
I’m so behind and now if I want to study the subjects I want I have to wait a year before I can get in. So I’ll be a year behind the people my age
I have no idea what I’m going to do
I really need someone to talk to but I have no one
One of my moots even blocked me for a petty argument that had nothing to with them
I’m so alone I can’t anymore omg
Today’s appointment was rlly productive cuz my dad wasn’t there
I told her abt my trauma
My therapist also mentioned ptsd and that’s exactly what I’ve thought
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