@shawntifying I wasn’t a victim. I was the one making the choices that kept violating my own principles. It’s a brutal truth—but also the only one that ever set me free.
@shawntifying Realizing that you’ve been holding yourself back can be tough, but it’s also the first step to growth.
@shawntifying that i keep my mom's old myspace photos in a secret folder just to remember what she looked like when i thought she was dead lol trauma but make it aesthetic 💀
@shawntifying I put up with disrespect and maltreatment from everyone in my life because I’m scared to be alone
@shawntifying It's wild how I light the path for others, yet stumble through the dark myself. Intelligence isn't immunity from self-sabotage I guess
@shawntifying I wish I wasn’t smart. Stupid people are having a blast. I’m out here overthinking shit…
@shawntifying Most of my adult relationships, romantic or platonic, have been avoidant attachment style😏😪 . As an avoidant, I've pushed away really good people. BUT, I'm not a bad person. I'm just wounded.
@shawntifying I was never their choice—just a comfort in their free time.😭
@shawntifying It's either I'm too attached or too detached, no chill
@shawntifying I feel like i know more than i can explain