Sophie_A @sophiebip1982
A wriggly head, trying to work it all out. Got ill, got well, got ill, got well again. Love to write about my experiences and fiction. #mentalhealth #bipolar Joined September 2021-
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View from the terrace on my penultimate night in France. I am feeling relaxed and fulfilled. Spending time with my lovely family has been wholesome and so relaxing.
After a month of being relatively confined to the house because of a depressive relapse, it feels great to be on the road to recovery. I have come to my happy place in France to chill with my sister and life feels good.
After a depressive relapse I am spending much of my time asleep. I genuinely feel tired but aware that I am wasting my life away. Any tips to get me out of bed would be welcome
It's been a hard couple of weeks with a major dip in my mood. Have received good support from mh services so that's a bonus. And today I managed to go on a long bike ride which cleared out the cob webs
Thanks to @shanebrown74 for this. The Department for Work and Pensions did not consult a SINGLE disability group on the proposed PIP eligibility changes before the Green Paper was published. Labour really doesn't care about disabled people. #TakingThePIP #DisabilityRebellion
It's now less than 24 hours until MPs are expected to vote on disability benefit cuts. We still have very little information and what we do know is concerning. A thread on some of the things we do and don't know, and why MPs cannot take this leap into the dark 🧵1/12
Really struggling with work and the variability in shifts. I know as someone living with bipolar I need to be careful about my routine. And I fear I was daft to take this job as it has definitely started to destabilise me. I think sometimes that I am in denial about my condition.
I am doing another open mic night reading tonight. Feeling nervous and the subject matter is very personal but also excited to share my work.
I have decided to write a memoir about my bipolar recovery for my dissertation for my ma. I have just started to write it now and absolutely love how cathartic the process is. Oh and I got a distinction for my first year. I am so proud.
I have bought an electric bike to get to and from work. I can't tell you the joy I am getting from riding it. Just so much fun!
Coming up to the end of two weeks working. I have been doing very early shifts and I am unbelievably tired. The fight to keep well with an inconsistent shift pattern is a constant battle but I've got this!
A busy week and I find myself questioning if I have jumped too soon into work. But I am determined and going to try and make this work. I am well and if there is any point in my life I can make work a possibility, it is now. Tenacity and grit much needed.
My first day at work went well. Although obscenely tired as not used to the level of stimulation I had today but I am sure it will get easier
So today is d day and I start work. I am very anxious but excited.
I have my schedule now to start work next week. It has been a long time coming. But I am so proud that I have got to the stage when I am able to work again.
Off for a lost afternoon with friends. My favourite thing to do
Feeling reflective on this Friday night. Bipolar is not a death sentence with the right support to recover. But I recognise my privilege in my recovery and know not everyone has the support that I received. I feel lucky and proud.

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