The Purple Guru @PurpleGuruBlog

Unexplained infertility,TTC 2012-16,no luck.Split from hubby 2017😢,reconciled 2018😊 IVF1 Feb'20 4❄️, IVF2 Apr'21 2❄️, nothing viable for transfer💔 Adoption ❌ thepurpleguru.blogspot.co.uk London, UK Joined September 2013

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The Purple Guru @PurpleGuruBlog

11 months ago

Wonderful wonderful lecture by @MichaelRosenYes at @unibirmingham tonight, having gone through my fair share (and, one could argue, more than) of hardship it was humbling to hear him speak as to how he finds happiness & releases the pressure. Worth coming up from London for!! 🥰

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The Purple Guru @PurpleGuruBlog

a year ago

Today is our 13th wedding anniversary. We'll have been together 16 years next week. If anyone had told me we would still be childless at this point in our life, I would never have believed you 💔 #infertilitysucks #twofailedIVFs #failedadoption #infertility #lovewins

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The Purple Guru @PurpleGuruBlog

2 years ago

Same 😢💔

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Susan S 😷 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 @SusanSeenan

2 years ago

Sadly this is still all too common despite the work of organisations such as @fertmatterswork. Let’s keep campaigning for change

fertilitymattersatwork @fertmatterswork

2 years ago

Sadly this is still all too common despite the work of organisations such as @fertmatterswork. Let’s keep campaigning for change

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The Purple Guru @PurpleGuruBlog

2 years ago

I hate this memory. I didn't know it at the time, but I was about to experience a loss. I left, full of hope, and cried alone in a toilet cubicle three days later as I started bleeding 💔

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The Purple Guru @PurpleGuruBlog

2 years ago

I'm not blogging much at the moment, just because there isn't a lot to say, but here's what's going on at the moment: thepurpleguru.blogspot.com/2023/11/secret…

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The Purple Guru @PurpleGuruBlog

2 years ago

Oh do fuck off. You are preventing your children from having a meaningful relationship with their only blood relative beyond grandparents. I will never ever EVER forgive you for the harm you are doing to your own children 🤬

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The Purple Guru @PurpleGuruBlog

2 years ago

Same 😢💔

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The Purple Guru @PurpleGuruBlog

2 years ago

Today is our 12th wedding anniversary. We'll have been together 15 years next week. If anyone had told me we would still be childless at this point in our life, I would never have believed you 💔 #infertilitysucks #twofailedIVFs #failedadoption #infertility #lovewins

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The Purple Guru @PurpleGuruBlog

2 years ago

Have gone away4wed ann.Decided2come2local chavfest caravan park social4laugh. Hubby suddenly hit by a brick - he hates it as he feels we should b here wth kids,him filling them up wth sugar whilst I yell at him He's landed full force on my page.We're now both getting hammered!!!

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The Purple Guru @PurpleGuruBlog

2 years ago

Drinking vodka and coke is never a good sign for me, especially in the ratios of which I drink it....... Typically at least 40% of my glass is vodka. I have much to be grateful for but I frequently think, without children, what the actual fuck is the point of my life????!?

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The Purple Guru @PurpleGuruBlog

2 years ago

Two years ago, egg retrieval for our second (and final.....) IVF round 💔

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The Purple Guru @PurpleGuruBlog

3 years ago

Once again, my apologies for lack of blogging. An update: thepurpleguru.blogspot.com/2023/04/now-wh…

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The Purple Guru @PurpleGuruBlog

3 years ago

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The Purple Guru @PurpleGuruBlog

3 years ago

3yrs ago now (I forgot to save the post from this year's Timehop, this is from last year), when does the darkness end? When does it feel like this life is actually worth living?? When do I understand why this is happening? When do I get the reason for all of this unbearable pain?

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The Purple Guru @PurpleGuruBlog

3 years ago

Still truer than I'd want to admit, even three years later..... 😢

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The Purple Guru @PurpleGuruBlog

3 years ago

A friend of mine has just had his second child with his husband via a surrogate & I should be thrilled that I'm living in a time where two men can get married & have a family. What I'm actually doing is hating on their happiness & wanting to know why it's all so fucking unfair 💔

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The Purple Guru @PurpleGuruBlog

3 years ago

And I am STILL trying to lose this weight three years later 🤦‍♀️ IVF has so many after effects that no one ever talks about 😔🐷 (and this is just the tip of the iceberg, there are of course many many other far reaching consequences. Some talked about, some not)