Daisy @daisy_court75
Severe Myalgic Encephalomyelitis | Dysautonomia | MCAS | Trying to navigate chronic illness with perseverance, an open heart, and a dose of humor 🐳 Joined July 2016-
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I want to live, so badly. This is the cruelest fate.
Every time I join a new community group for people with Long Covid and/or ME I’m blown away by not just how many of us there are, but how much we need to figure out on our own. 💔
I’m about to put a towel over my eyes and earmuffs on so my caregiver can come in and inject meds into my Jtube. This is such a lonely illness. I honestly wish I could just hold someone’s hand every once in a while. But human touch makes me crash. #mecfs #LongCovid
Idk what to say when people ask me how I am. Casually suffering horrors beyond the scope of your imagination?
“What I mourn most, more than moving my body with ease or even leaving my apartment, is my lost faith in humanity. What I have been forced to witness, I cannot unsee. Bodies like mine, lives like mine are the future, and we are forsaken and ignored precisely b/c of that truth.”
“What I mourn most, more than moving my body with ease or even leaving my apartment, is my lost faith in humanity. What I have been forced to witness, I cannot unsee. Bodies like mine, lives like mine are the future, and we are forsaken and ignored precisely b/c of that truth.”
A “mild” Covid infection caused me to lose my career, my social life, my ability to walk, my independence, my joy. My once amazing life with my spouse is now an immense struggle. My hopes and dreams were destroyed overnight. #LongCovidAwarenessDay
I've lost 40 years of my life to this hellish disease. It steals everything from you, friends, family, energy, social life, etc. Living life in a darkened room and wearing earplugs, often unable to even get out of bed is a living death. We need change now.
I've lost 40 years of my life to this hellish disease. It steals everything from you, friends, family, energy, social life, etc. Living life in a darkened room and wearing earplugs, often unable to even get out of bed is a living death. We need change now.
Note to healthy people: Doing something kind for ME/CFS patients is the most rewarding thing in the world, they are so deprived of simple, good, loving experiences that the smallest gesture blows their world up with happiness.
Some people clearly don't realise how bad LC/ME can be. Try spending years of your 20's bedridden, unable to speak, tolerate light, sound or do anything but lie still enduring horrific symptoms and then tell me that it doesn't ruin lives. My life didn't 'change', it ended
“Grieving the loss of your life while you’re still alive is possibly the most bizarre thing I’ve experienced. I still haven’t quite found a way to verbalize it. It’s become my second skin, a ritual I perform everyday, and I am still so taken aback by it.” the-elephant-in-the-room.com/2024/02/22/feb…
“Grieving the loss of your life while you’re still alive is possibly the most bizarre thing I’ve experienced. I still haven’t quite found a way to verbalize it. It’s become my second skin, a ritual I perform everyday, and I am still so taken aback by it.” the-elephant-in-the-room.com/2024/02/22/feb…
This marks 15years. Fifteen years since I went to bed with a severe fever and virus. Fifteen years since my 14yr old self’s world changed forever. The level of suffering I’ve endured is indescribable. I’m exhausted, and the grief right now is overwhelming. So much loss.
This disease really is like living in an alternate universe. The way society portrays it compared to the reality of it is staggering. I feel like death everyday. Not figuratively but literally. I’m not tired. I feel poisoned while being deprived of oxygen 24/7.
I’m just so scared I’ll never walk again. Or read a book again. Or have a conversation or make a video ever again.
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35K Followers 2K Following Editor-At-Large, Variety. Past: BuzzFeed News, The Daily Beast, Los Angeles Times, survived cancer (so far!). If you follow me here, do follow me on Threads!@daisy_court75 @chydorina That's so interesting I wonder why this is the case for some of us
I’m angry for my severe friends who feel completely powerless, helpless, and scared. Their families are abusing some of them, their parents don’t believe them, they don’t care for them, they don’t make efforts to protect them.
it's so unfair I only got 22 years. TWENTY TWO YEARS. there was so much I wanted to accomplish. So many things I wanted to do. Places I wanted to see. I always thought I would have more time.
Long Covid and ME/CFS both have decreased cerebral blood flow, impaired cerebral autoregulation, and widespread endothelial dysfunction. Both diseases have a massive autonomic signaling problem to the body’s endothelium. This needs to be investigated immediately.
The doctors were mostly impediments. Other patients led me to my answers. Similar trajectory with MECFS after Covid. 4/
If I never recover, I died at 38. No matter how long I live
It’s the one year anniversary of when nattokinase made me very severe overnight, and I mostly have no memories of the past year because it’s been a black hole of suffering. I feel myself breaking today. I want to scream myself back to health, but there is no path to health
I can’t stop thinking about the possibility that I might die soon—from a reinfection, a relapse, or a bad reaction to a medication—and I swear to god, if I die at 28, I will unleash my enraged spirit to haunt each and every covid minimiser and ME denier forever
Feeling super hopeless about my situation, I'm getting weaker day by day and have no more options. I've tried everything available to me but nothing even slightly slows the decline into very severe #MECFS
Was thinking last night about how I used to be a much happier person before 2020, before I realised how many people in my life just don’t give a shit about disabled people. I really don’t know how to make sense of the last 4 years, or how to communicate what it’s done to me.
In the end, we haven’t just lost health and lives. Our ethics and morals have been degraded. We are worse people. And as a worse, less caring society, we are much less secure as potentially vulnerable individuals in the face of future threats requiring collective action.
Within that there is also the trauma of being on the receiving end of that (increased) societal abandonment. None of this is to suggest the US was an empathetic and compassionate society, but we managed to become worse. And that’s still painful today.
If there is any unexamined trauma we ought to name and process, it’s the trauma of being resocialized to no longer worry about inadvertently harming vulnerable loved ones and community members, the requirement to subvert empathy and compassion in order to fit in and feel accepted
Thinking back to the 1st few months of #LongCOVID, when my husband came home to find me crumpled in a ball on the floor, crying, saying "I'm sick EVERY DAY. I can't live like this." Yet here I am 3+ yrs in, living like this. Amazing what the body can endure & still survive.
💫 How can I thank all of you who have reached out with love and kindness when I said I felt unseen and was depressed. I’m overwhelmed. I’m sitting in the company and caring of so many, realizing I’m not alone, and needing to say much more than thank you. Kindness abounds. 💛🩷💫
After 5 months of not leaving the house Mum took me out for a drive. Put the seat down so I could be more horizontal. Had ice cream and saw the delights of Ruislip and Northwood. Feeling it now! I just had to get out.
The most unique thing about Long Covid is that it is happening within a historical context in which very ill patients actually have a voice
The reason people with Long Covid and ME/CFS tend to generally feel better at night is because the Autonomic Nervous System is less active during the evening hours and that means less dysfunction and can lead to less symptoms. #LongCovid #pwME #MECFS #Pots