Ten months ago I sat down for my first online CBT session to address my severe agoraphobia and health anxiety.
30 minutes after the therapy session ended my life changed completely and I've been trapped in a suicidal, emotionally distressed state ever since.
Clip from The Guardian’s Science Weekly podcast: @NickyProctor describes how doctors dismissed her #MECFS as psychological, before she crashed completely and became mostly bedbound, unable even to hold a conversation.
Almost two years ago, our beloved, brilliant #bethmazur ended her life while visiting me. The grief has softened with time, but the impact has reshaped me. I've written about it here: jrehmeyer.substack.com/p/holding-what…
accepting that I am sick with Myalgic Encephalomyelitis must be the most challenging, saddest, terrifying, painful, lonely, scary, worst thing that has ever happened to me in my life
Advice: if you get disabled make sure you don’t end up living in someone else’s house - a place you have zero legal rights over but are an unwelcome “guest” in.
ME/CFS is a slow execution. Your body becomes a trap. Every cell feels poisoned. Standing, thinking, even breathing can break you. You lose work, friends, family, dignity. You are gaslit by doctors, abandoned by those who promised to love you, and left to rot in rooms you…
The 5 stages of having abled friends when you get #MECFS/#LongCovid:
1. Sympathy: "Oh I'm so, so sorry!"
2. Bafflement: "You mean you're STILL sick?"
3. Impatience: "OK. This is getting old."
4. Hostility: "What is WRONG with you??"
5. Silence: Because by now they've walked away.
Es ist #LongCovidAwarenessDay
Ich würde heute gern auf den Protest in meiner Stadt gehen, aber Long COVID hält mich im Bett. Seit 538 Tagen bin ich jeden Tag schwer krank, ohne Behandlung, Versorgung o. Perspektive.
Also demonstriere ich von hier aus.
#LongCovidAwarenessDay2025
I used to live life to the fullest, workout every day, travel & have nonstop energy. Now I’m severe & bedbound. I miss that person & my life so much 💔 I have lost everything.
Long Covid has ruined 400 million lives. We need funding & treatments now!
#LongCovidAwarenessDay
This is Long COVID. There is no better way to describe the unimaginable pain than this photo and caption.
Suicide.
It tells of the intense and constant pain and terror of the infected.
#COVID19#CovidIsNotOver#LongCOVID#LongCOVIDAwarenessDay #pwLC#LongCOVIDTreatmentsNOW
5 years of #longCovid with no end in sight. A shell of the person I once was. Still no treatment. Barely any medical support. We need funding for research, and we need treatments.
#longCovidAwarenessDay
5 years of #longCovid with no end in sight. A shell of the person I once was. Still no treatment. Barely any medical support. We need funding for research, and we need treatments.
#longCovidAwarenessDay
164 Followers 420 FollowingDirectory of counsellors and therapists who understand the biomedical nature of ME/CFS, Long Covid, Fibromyalgia and other similar chronic illnesses.
1K Followers 1K FollowingTube-fed, bedbound, a very severe M.E veteran, injured in this battle. Unlikely to come through intact or alive. UK harmed pwME & then neglected us. LW-green
1K Followers 3K FollowingSevere #MECFS Patient
Bedridden. No energy to speak.
#MECFSBiomarkers
#RadicallyRestForMECFS
The battle I choose is for ME/CFS Diagnostic Biomarkers
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281 Followers 2K Following#pwME since 2020 | stuck in a venlafaxine tapering hell haze | lover of cats/animal/funny videos or anything else that makes me belly laugh
1K Followers 872 FollowingMusic🎶 Film🎞️ Investigative Journalism🧐 Hot Chips🍟 Happiest by the sea 🌊
I used to do things, now living small as a #pwME #MillionsMissing 👻
3K Followers 6K FollowingES-EN. I write, I teach, I draw plants. Chronically ill en la Ciudad de México. #MyalgicEncephalomyelitis #GreatestMEdicalScandal
770 Followers 405 FollowingLife on hold by severe #MECFS, currently 99% bedbound 🛌 Documenting my life like it is now, advocacy through photography 📷 📍Finland
875 Followers 2K FollowingBarely living with #MECFS, and #ComplexChronicIllness including #PAIS #IACCs #CIRS #EDS #POTS #PSSD #TooTiredToThink #MUFC #Socialism
18K Followers 4K FollowingAustralian YouTuber covering Andrew Tate & influencer culture | Featured in 60 Minutes, The Australian, Vice News & The Advertiser | Long Covid & POTS
3K Followers 5K FollowingDisabled at work #NHS #Covid19 March 2022 - Unvaxed || Life⏸️ || Mental Health & #LongCovid Advocate 💫🪬☮️❣️🦋#MCAS #POTS #MECFS - Views R my own!
775 Followers 1K FollowingThey/them | 29 | ME/CFS since 2016, very severe since covid in 2022 (now 99% bedbound) | Pain-hyperacusis | Pro disability justice & pro 🇵🇸 mxworldwide on 🦋
164 Followers 420 FollowingDirectory of counsellors and therapists who understand the biomedical nature of ME/CFS, Long Covid, Fibromyalgia and other similar chronic illnesses.
2K Followers 2K FollowingChronically ill. Until we land on one, Instagram: @/RipperMD41, Mastodon: @[email protected]
T2: same as here
@rippermd41.bsky.social
8K Followers 1K FollowingAuthor of Through the Shadowlands: A Science Writer's Odyssey into an Illness Science Doesn't Understand. NYT; WashPost; Discover; Slate; Stat News… She/her.
178 Followers 84 FollowingME. Just trying to research & navigate this illness. Loves birds. Former graphic artist. Posts are not medical advice, I have no idea what I'm doing.
14K Followers 5K FollowingL'enfer, c'est les autres.🦆 I am a long hauler and a sitting duck for more pain. Dislike egos and people who glean without hat tip.
19K Followers 2K FollowingWe raise funds for medical research into ME/CFS and provide support, information & campaign for people in the UK. RPs do not necessarily mean endorsement.
1K Followers 1K FollowingTube-fed, bedbound, a very severe M.E veteran, injured in this battle. Unlikely to come through intact or alive. UK harmed pwME & then neglected us. LW-green
1K Followers 3K FollowingSevere #MECFS Patient
Bedridden. No energy to speak.
#MECFSBiomarkers
#RadicallyRestForMECFS
The battle I choose is for ME/CFS Diagnostic Biomarkers
4K Followers 3K FollowingSurviving #MyalgicE #AAG to tell the story, patient&advocate w/ a JD, into: MEdicine, Social justice & the Arts, Human neutrino/MEdical apolide/gnarled Pacer
13K Followers 811 FollowingLicensed Marriage and Family Therapist #134337. Not your therapist. Physically disabled. Bi. Specializing in disability, medical trauma, EMDR, and LGBT. She/Her
7K Followers 596 FollowingTransparent to the transcendent.
Wrote a book on Long Covid. - https://t.co/EulMyWl4cr
Extraordinary claims require extraordinary evidence. - Sagan
1K Followers 801 FollowingDutch | life derailed due to #IBD & #MECFS | sofa bound | on Twitter to raise awareness for post infectious diseases | one of the #MillionsMissing
1K Followers 1K Following🇨🇦🇺🇸 CAN/USA. Former res of Japan 🇯🇵 & Singapore 🇸🇬. Int’l educator. Master in Public Policy. Disabled by #LongCOVID #MECFS #POTS since 02/2020. 🏳️🌈
559 Followers 510 Following1999 Sudden-onset-virally induced Myalgic Encephalomyelitis. IT instantly removed ability to care for my family, took career too. Life remains mostly horizontal
3K Followers 1K FollowingLong Covid since my first infection in 2021. Caused POTS, MCAS & extreme fatigue. I just never recovered from my acute infection. I feel acutely unwell daily